I just got a feeling... I am not sure if it is because my hope feels totally and completely drained at the moment or if its just something in the air. I kept convincing myself that this wasn't as big of an emotional rollercoaster that it could be and that this process isn't that bad but reality it is exactly that bad! Just when I think I am doing ok some pregnant lady will walk by or I go on the dreaded Facebook and hear about some new great announcement in some else's life and then I go on a dip on the roller coaster.
So AF is supposed to arrive on 8/10 if I had a "normal" cycle but we all know there is nothing "normal" about my reproductive system. So I took a pregnancy test this morning since the EPTs claim to detect HCG levels up to 6 days prior to your expected and not to my surprise it was a BFN. So, in short I just have a feeling. Of course I will definitely test again on 8/10 and if AF still hasn't arrived I will try every day until AF arrives... thanks to Amazon and cheap pregnancy test strips!!
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